Help I'm Alive

The song thats ringing in my head everywhere I go.

Its Metric with Help I'm Alive.

I tremble

They're gonna eat me alive

If I stumble

They're gonna eat me alive

Can you hear my heart beating like a hammer? Beating like a hammer?

Help, I'm alive, my heart keeps beating like a hammer

Hard to be soft

Tough to be tender

Come take my pulse, the pace is on a runaway train

Help, I'm alive, my heart keeps beating like a hammer

Beating like a hammer

If you're still alive

My regrets are few

If my life is mine

What shouldn't I do?

I get wherever I'm going

I get whatever I need

While my blood's still flowing

And my heart still beats...Beating like a hammerBeating like a hammer

Help, I'm alive, my heart keeps beating like a hammer

Hard to be soft

Tough to be tender

Come take my pulse, the pace is on a runaway train

Help, I'm alive, my heart keeps

Beating like a hammerBeating like a hammer

If you're still alive

My regrets are few

If my life is mine

What shouldn't I do?

I get wherever I'm goingI get whatever I need

While my blood's still flowing

And my heart still beats...Beating like a hammer

Beating like a hammer

Beating like a hammer

Beating like a hammer

Busy Week

This week gonna be busy as hell .I will be working my ass off because 3 vessels are coming to Singapore and they are requesting supplies , lots of supplies which is more work for me. Making calls to vendors , confirming delivery of supplies , finding the best prices for supplies , make the arrangements of delivery , get the nesessary documents and invoices , inform the ship and my job will only end after the supplies reach the damn vessel.

On a good note, time will fly fast and it will be Friday which I look forward to!

MayDay!

BYE

Next Pay Wishlist

Denim Jacket from Ebay

New Shoes from Ebay

Ikimono 110 Camera

New Soccer Boots

Still thinking of other things.......................

LEPS

Went to meet Fauzi,Lam & Sahlan after work.As usual talk aboout random stuffs and enjoy the cool night.Then nuqman and faris came talk more cock and made a gulung with pepper in it which tasted good.Then Faris moving his right hand forward and his left backwards which everyone tried to imitate but cant.KXY or talktothewalls cute and talented(I agree with Nuqman).Then eat Briyani masjid at stage with Lam finishing the water meant for washing our hands by himself HAHAH.

Coming Soon (Lam's Video Hand Action)

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Lite.Love.Life

My Literature Bible.Yes I took Literature.

Office Madness

I feel like doing this in the office if the printer fails me HAHA.

The most funny part was when he wanted to scan the whole moniter screen.

Other things to do in the office.

Morning Blues

Late for work.

Reason was that it rained heavily for 10mins?!

I have to take bus to interchange when i can just walk there which is faster.

Met Faiz at the Boon Lay haha who was also going to be late for school.

Slept through the cold and crowded ride haha met LiangJi aka Chinaman but avoided him haha. For the meantime back to work.

Punk is Female

Quote from the book
Take The Cannoli by Sarah Vowell
"Punk is Female.Which is why the bravest punks are either women or womanly man."


BYE

Fags

I Need Fags.

No Time For Fags.

Please I Need You.

This is cool.

Marboro Weed.

Baik Baik Haha

bookworm for now

reading is the best way to kill time when ur bored haha
this book which is written by Sarah Vowell is about her life when she is just four and the years ahead. its a great book to read as it tells u how complicated life is and how to take it easy .
Quote fromtheBook:
"why do people pray for bars and clubs to be close when Jesus himself turn water into wine" haha

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Today officially took charge of purchasing department after Mr. Kamal left for another company.
Got wake up call from Capt. Patrick cos of the procurement dept failure to deliver vessel needs.



Continue like this I will switch off myself at work and will not look forward to work anymore but this will be hard cos the remaining months will seems to be a few years.I miss going to school cos of friends and constant laughter in class.Must endure though.Why is life so hard?Why cant we live happily and freely doing things we like and get paid for it?Wouldn't that be nicer?

BYE

LoneRanger

Walking alone almost everyday to work and back home made me reflect on my life on my past life two or four years ago which i am glad to leave behind.I wasn't doing anything much at all during my past and glad to have met friends that made me change and made way for the new me.A cig for some maybe an act of protest or going with the flow but for me when i'm alone is my ticket to the past where i will be in deep thought about my life and reflecting.This is when i am at the zone where i am free to roam through my now clear mind and move through the past.

HAHA

Work Change

Today on my working life,had to switch dept cos the guy working there will be resigning.

Shiite!Have to learn all the procedures in like 4 days WTF!!! Got home at ard 8 and went

out to buy multiplug cos my room has onli one powerpoint so while i use the laptop i will

be perspiring cos i cannot on my fan.

First Post

My first post my first try haha.